10 Things…

I feel so tired. Even just a night like tonight- Big Band Theory/Stargate, Thai Food and cuddles on the couch makes me feel tired. Not in a physical, “I need to sleep” kind of way, but more in a mental way I guess…

So, these are the Things I’ve been thinking about lately:

1a. I feel so tired. Maybe I’m not eating enough good, healthy food? Not sure what I can do to remedy this though because we already eat home cooked meals a lot… :-S (though ironically [??] not night…)

1b. I’ve been doing a lot of baking lately. Sweet, sugary, fatty delights. This had undoubtably been my downfall.

2. I’m feeling more and more convicted to eat non-processed/sugar free food. This morning I had subway for breakfast (NOT a regular thing- just a lazy, one off kind of thing), and I looked at the food I was eating and though, “Wow, The eggs don’t LOOK like eggs, and the ‘sausage’ looks like a pile of tiny tiny bits of brown stuff. It’s been cooked once and then HEATED and put on some bread with cheese and sauce.” Needless to say I closed my eyes and ate the whole thing up.

3a. How does one stay on top of the washing up!? I hate the idea of washing up every day. I’m probably not a very responsible person in this regard??

3b. I wanted to particpate in this week’s My Place and Yours, but my kitchen is too messy with dirty dishes.

4. I like having friends over. We spent a lot of our weekend with our good friends, lets face it, best friends, Rachel and Aaron. It was delightful.

5. I want to accomplish more.

6. It’s silly to think this- I acomplish HEAPS. Maybe I need to do the opposite and take time for ‘me’ which doesn’t involve projects?

7. I can’t really do that though, cause I feel like just sitting there watching movies/TV/reading books is a waste of time? (am I insane?)

8. My parents are back from Cairns tonight. I am SO glad that they had a good time. I am also really proud of myself for making everything run relatively smoothly at work while Dad was gone as well. I didn’t even have any sort of anxiety/panic attack either!

9. Hopefully this post isn’t completely idiotic…?

10. I’ve been watching parts of Masterchef online. I HAVE BEEN MISSING OUT!!!! Why didn’t somebody TELL me how awesome this show it!!???!!?!

Tags: cairns, dinner, food, lists, my place and yours, projects, ramblines, subway, Work

Sad Little Heart

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My heart is a little bit sad right now. My FAVOURITE subject at Uni is the one I’m struggling most with… I don’t know why it is. I’ve had to re-do every task I’ve been given so far, because it hasn’t been up to scratch.

Take a deep breath, and breath…

In one of my other subjects, my core subject, I’ve been writing my assignment. Today I re-read it and it doesn’t even make proper scense. It’s due midnight Thursday. So I’m feeling a bit stressed.

***** UPDATE******

I stared writing this on Wednesday, but it’s Friday now! Gah- time has gotten away with me! I handed in that core assignment… I posted a ‘help me!’ message on twitter, and Carly replied! So I got it all checked over by her and Luke before I handed it in. So it does actually make sense. And it turns out I had just read it a few too many times, and it wasn’t as bad as I thought…

I am SO glad that we have 4 days off. I am planning on re-doing the drawings I’ve been struggling with, and also get some extra work done  for eLA. My parents are coming over tonight (and possibly Hayden) for a (nother) Passover meal. It should be nice. We don’t have them over very often. We should probably do that more…

Quick question, how often do you have your parents over for dinner? My parents live seriously close- like on the same property, and Luke’s live about 15 minutes away, but we never seem to have any of them over. We definitely see them a fair bit- my dad at work, mum at weight watchers, and everyone briefly every afternoon when we pick up Pepper. Luke’s mum we see at church, and we go over there sometimes for dinner, and we see Luke’s dad every couple of weeks, either for dinner or just in the afternoon after work…

SO it’s not like we don’t ever see them… but I still feel like we should invite them round more?

Tags: carbis, carly, dinner, help, Luke, marlou, parents, passover, rodgers, stress, time, twitter, Uni

Maybe Baby…

Maybe baby, this is the Wednesday hump. Maybe I just gotta get over it, remember that tomorrow is Thursday and that the week’s nearly over! But boy oh boy, am I tired!!

Dad’s birthday today so it’s a family dinner. Roast. My favourite.

Aaron’s birthday today. Am hoping that we might be able to pop around and give him his present-o. Will have to see though, what time Luke finishes music practice.

Will post photos of the family affair.

Tags: aaron, baby, birthday, dad, dinner, Family, maybe, music practice, roast, wednesday